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How do you look at destiny? Well, I won't tell you how I look at it, but there was once when I was chatting with a very caring friend, he told me exactly like this: "...I guess someone knows our destiny than we do, but I believe like you've said..there's a purpose for every single things in life like we never understand what, why, and how..but I believe, there's something for us to discover..our faith with time..through our solemn journey.." Hence, I've always treasure this poem:
I will be right here, I will always be here, Right here waiting for you to come, Although you've traveled far.. A distance from me, I will always hold the whole place for you in my heart. Never I will stand a day without a thought of you my dear Because I will always have the hope, the faith That you'll return Filling the empty spaces in my heart I have longed for all the touch, the kisses, the warm embrace I will give you all I have, everything, All the love you've wanted, Because that's the reason why i am there for you. I will always hold the whole place for you in my heart my dear, Because you are the reason why I am vowing this promise This promise that never fades To wait for you my dear no matter how long Because you've promise me you'll come Love is about hope, faith, believing And that's the reason I am keeping this promise A promise that I vow.. A promise that I vow.. A promise that I vow.. A real promise that I will vow to Him I'm going to wait for you my dear The day will come where you can feel my heart beating, Where you can feel the warm embrace, The kiss and the touch you ever longed for The day will come where you can feel me This I vow to promise you This I vow to promise you with all my heart This I vow to promise you my dear In our faith, in our hope, in our trust I'll be there for you.. I'll hold the whole place in my heart for you Because we have vowed a promise.. Together we'll be there.
(poet: bluegoat**)
I was so touched when I read this poem. The person must have poured out all of his heart out and I could imagine the waiting...the pain..the various distinct emotions..I believe that this person must have been really inspired! Well, I have my personal thoughts about this poem and there's no way I can do the interpretation here. It's just that, time took me to a different path and I don't know if there's any chance to turn back. Maybe that's what you call DESTINY??
I've been reading the books of Numbers and Deuteronomy all throughout last week and this week. As I moved forward throughout the chapters, I tried to picture the people of Israel complaining all the way and how God could have just destroy them in a click of His thumb. It made me so angry seeing how reckless they were to forget their everyday blessings. It also made me so sad that Moses and Aaron never made it to Canaan when they were day in and day out serving the Lord and pleading to death that God would have mercy on the ignorant Israelites. Well, so far the journey of reading has been really interesting and fun. There maybe boring parts like the old testament's laws that we don't practice today and advices, but count it worth reading!
Other books I finished this week was Louis Lowry's "The Silent Boy". I've read her award winning book "The Gift" and both books are very different in terms of style and themes. I enjoyed exploring through Catherine Thatcher's eyes while she was growing up in 1911. A year where automobile or car is not a common thing. The silent boy was a boy named Jacob and he's extraordinary to everyone. Anyway, I love the ending of the story of how only Kathy could really understand why Jacob behave the way he did. Perhaps I should look more for Louis Lowry...yeah!
Another teenage book that I'm holding right now is a series of "The Dragons of Deltora". It's all about King Lief and his crew hunting down dragons and their journey. It's like the fairytale cartoon and that's how I'm picturing it in my head as I read. Full of colors...
What's up with Akademi Fantasia III? All I can say is that I'm so outdated. Nevertheless I've heard Marsha's latest rendition of "Jambatan Tamparuli". It was fully awesome. I definitely like Amylea's voice as well. Hope these people will be in the top 5. & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp;
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