Let me tell of where I was about last week. Well, Dee's friend Fion was in town and I sure did get a chance to know her. We had so much fun hangin' out in places like Suan Lum night Bazaar, Wat Prakaew, Sizzler, etc. Haze & Farrel was there too.. and of course I satisfied my taste buds with 'Somtam','Kaiyang'and 'Khao Neaw'. Oh yeah...the ice-cream treated by Fion was just awsome...all coated with cheese cake, yoghurt and tiramishu. Uh...wish I can go back to WTC and have a lick of it again. Roy got himself a book entitled 'Spartan' and I was deciding between 'Sukhumvit Road' and a real story based book but ended up buying a chinese romance which I practically have to check my mandarin dic. to read it. Then was again my bored weekend! *_*

This week, besides hating having my monthly friend coming, very little  or maybe none of the things that I'm involved with really excites my cells. I even called up a friend and say "my self-esteem is almost equal to zero!" Heh! An interview with a young handsome canadian turned out to be a "what's the worth..." after he mentioned the figures of salary. Nyway, I'm keeping God's word to Joshua in Joshua 1:9 intact in mind. That's where my reading is at right now. And I definitely adore Moses.

The incident at the airport yesterday added to 3 misery encounters with Bangkok International Airport. Now it's time to label it as having 'bad customer service'. No further comments.

Zittzzzz all over...

Sighs off...I'm still battling whether an office girl or a teacher!

How do you look at destiny? Well, I won't tell you how I look at it, but there was once when I was chatting with a very caring friend, he told me exactly like this: "...I guess someone knows our destiny than we do, but I believe like you've said..there's a purpose for every single things in life like we never understand what, why, and how..but I believe, there's something for us to discover..our faith with time..through our solemn journey.." Hence, I've always treasure this poem:

I will be right here,
I will always be here,
Right here waiting for you to come,
Although you've traveled far..
A distance from me,
I will always hold the whole place for you in my heart.
Never I will stand a day without a thought of you my dear
Because I will always have the hope, the faith
That you'll return
Filling the empty spaces in my heart
I have longed for all the touch, the kisses, the warm embrace
I will give you all I have, everything,
All the love you've wanted,
Because that's the reason why i am there for you.
I will always hold the whole place for you in my heart my dear,
Because you are the reason why I am vowing this promise
This promise that never fades
To wait for you my dear no matter how long
Because you've promise me you'll come
Love is about hope, faith, believing
And that's the reason I am keeping this promise
A promise that I vow..
A promise that I vow..
A promise that I vow..
A real promise that I will vow to Him
I'm going to wait for you my dear
The day will come where you can feel my heart beating,
Where you can feel the warm embrace,
The kiss and the touch you ever longed for
The day will come where you can feel me
This I vow to promise you
This I vow to promise you with all my heart
This I vow to promise you my dear
In our faith, in our hope, in our trust
I'll be there for you..
I'll hold the whole place in my heart for you
Because we have vowed a promise..
Together we'll be there.

(poet: bluegoat**)

I was so touched when I read this poem. The person must have poured out all of his heart out and I could imagine the waiting...the pain..the various distinct emotions..I believe that this person must have been really inspired! Well, I have my personal thoughts about this poem and there's no way I can do the interpretation here. It's just that, time took me to a different path and I don't know if there's any chance to turn back. Maybe that's  what you call DESTINY??

I've been reading the books of Numbers and Deuteronomy all throughout last week and this week. As I moved forward throughout the chapters, I tried to picture the people of Israel complaining all the way and how God could have just destroy them in a click of His thumb. It made me so angry seeing how reckless they were to forget their everyday blessings. It also made me so sad that Moses and Aaron never made it to Canaan when they were day in and day out serving the Lord and pleading to death that God would have mercy on the ignorant Israelites. Well, so far the journey of reading has been really interesting and fun. There maybe boring parts like the old testament's laws that we don't practice today and advices, but count it worth reading!

Other books I finished this week was Louis Lowry's "The Silent Boy". I've read her award winning book "The Gift" and both books are very different in terms of style and themes. I enjoyed exploring through Catherine Thatcher's eyes while she was growing up in 1911. A year where automobile or car is not a common thing. The silent boy was a boy named Jacob and he's extraordinary to everyone. Anyway, I love the ending of the story of how only Kathy could really understand why Jacob behave the way he did. Perhaps I should look more for Louis Lowry...yeah!

Another teenage book that I'm holding right now is a series of "The Dragons of Deltora". It's all about King Lief and his crew hunting down dragons and their journey. It's like the fairytale cartoon and that's how I'm picturing it in my head as I read. Full of colors...

What's up with Akademi Fantasia III? All I can say is that I'm so outdated. Nevertheless I've heard Marsha's latest rendition of "Jambatan Tamparuli". It was fully awesome. I definitely like Amylea's voice as well. Hope these people will be in the top 5.    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   

I just love this original work of Mashimaro!

Is it true that you get punnished the same way for not giving others chances to prove themselves? I'm close to being a pesimist right now since I keep thinking of those rejections I've made so many times that maybe this time it's all coming back to me...

Quiting is also close until this came along:

Don't Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
and you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,
rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You might suceed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far.

So stick to the fight you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worse, that you must not quit.
(Unknown Author)

Now there are of course good things happening still (the silver lines)...:wink:

Have been so frustrated lately and dissapointed maybe...my pc doesn't work well and all those stupid games I bought could function only less than what is expected! What's wrong with these people, can't they just stick with English and no other versions of transformed language? Imagine your Smiggle and Shrek speak s Thai...!!!!###!!!@@!

My weekend was spent well since a friend's brother came and was actually dressed up for church but unfortunately seats were all taken so just had a small worship at GG's house. A short retreat to King's park was simply breath-taking for people like us who live in a stuffy humid Bkk. Well, at least the park has a fake lake, non-fake trees and quite fresh an air..haha! Seacon Square has lots of those games I wanna play but suck the requirements!

Yesterday Sunday was Panthip's Day for my friends and I. What else I didn't sit my butt on waiting stools for hours waiting for 2 PCs to be repaired by some unknown familiar technician. Somehow the rain got me into headache and drove us home on a taxi that took us 1 hour almost in line.

Today, went to the dentist the first thing I did after long hours of zzz..and here at MBK taking Mr. Jenaidy shopping and am heating myself under this strong air-conditioned CC. Shopping wasn't that bad 'coz I did bought something for someone whose birthday is on Thursday and it's unseemingly flowerly green :lol:

Now, English has been rare lately since Malay dominated. So am so sorry for unommited errors just while I blogged! :wink:

Happy Independence USA!!!