I've lost track of my activity since the last day I blogged. I've been enjoying the rush and can only thank God for managing my life while I was on the go and I know He'll continue to manage me if only I promise to behave hehe!

Well, I did experience quite a bit of ups and downs and it ranged down from disappointing to very disappointing. One was because of the GED students who think that they can do anything they like and the teacher has a lot of time to kill. I'm very very upset with them and honestly I have no motivation or any sort of excitement teaching in that class. Maybe I cared too much and being too kind. Why can't I be like other teachers who just can't wait to get rid of them? Why do I have to be so concerned? Why can't anyone do something with their behavior??? I'm just getting fed up with them plus the subject that I'm teaching them just doesn't seem appealing anymore to me! Second, I dislike people who give roses with thousands of promises but never meant their word! Don't ever think I'll ever trust you with anything anymore. Go back to your double wide and fry sumthing!! Third, no one knows what 'fairness' means anymore. This word is especially wiped out in Ruby & Frank's dictionary. Oh, who's Ruby and Frank? They are just two axx-hxxx ca rtoon characters that can be seen roaming around Sukhumvit 34. If you know Jim Carey's character in Liar-Liar, these two are worser than that character. Make sure that no one gets trap into working with them because they are qualified in being each other's defendant! :evil: Fourth, I'm very disappointed with myself for being paranoid, judgemental and sarcastic...but I can't help it, people just like to take advantage and I hate it!

Last Sabbath (October 29, 2005), Roy and I had the opportunity to sing again. While worrying about what song to sing, it didn't took us long when we took notice of a song that we believe was God sent. It's entitled "Praise His Name". It comforted the both of us since we've been experiencing different kinds of disappointment the past week and it's been very encouraging too! We were also able to comfort my dad, who at that time felt discouraged and down, with the lyrics. Then on the same day, I went with Haze and her fiance to their wedding studio to choose some of their wedding pictures. Everything went well until I reached home. I felt a striking pain on the upper and both sides of my stomach. Then before long I had reoccuring diarrhea. I quickly took my shower and slept through the pain. The next day, Sunday, I woke up with dizziness and felt like throwing up all the time. I had to miss my classes and basically slept the whole day. Today, I again had to miss school but I'm getting better and the symptoms are going away slowly. It sure is a reminder that I should be careful of what I eat! :wink:

I'm listening to lots of Korean songs. I have bunch of new songs and can't wait to buy another series of Korean drama. I'm done with Love Story in Harvard and it's really really really deserves two thumbs up!! 

Oh ya I forgot to mention that my Intensive students performed last Friday and I am so proud of them! Look who's their teacher...hahaha!!! 

Kim Rae Won - One of the main actor in Love Story in Harvard, also my favorite character. He's very handsome girls...:wink:

I dunno what exactly is wrong with me. It doesn't seem like me, the one who used to think that 10B is not expensive at all...but all of a sudden (I don't know when) it changes. Suddenly a piece of sushi that cost 10B on the display today seemed to be very costly for me considering my craveness for sushi at that time. I was picking it up and dropping it down again and again until I finally made up my mind and decided to just go for it since I've been wanting the salmon and kimbab taste for 3 days already! Apetite...apetite!!! :evil:

Another week of school...just the thought of it makes me wanna stay in bed and just sleep. I've been lacking some sleep lately and that explains why I always feel tired after 12pm. My...this week we'll have field trips to Ripley Pattaya and I hope I can have some time to enjoy instead of rushing and dashing everyday. I'm hoping for a lot of support, sunshine, and love along the way...

I do feel like writing  but at the same time I don't. My mood swing is extremely terrifyng!! I'll add more later.

As I've mentioned earlier, I'll add more. Here's the more...

It has been a very light week for me since this week is exam week for my school and that means teachers will just have to make tests and supervise.. So I've basically sat for 3 days supervising my students and spent my time correcting papers. Besides, I've also wasted some of my study time watching movies such as Deuce Bigalow, Euro Trip and a Korean series entitled Love Story in Harvard - a very good one indeed. Then to brag some, I've also been very very lay-Z, ignorant and have lots and lots of mood swings!

Giving credit to my wooden cracky chair, I've been folding my legs everyday surfing that sumtimes it causes my right arm to run out of greazy oil! Several interesting sites I went to and read from the net and luv these things:

1. The folding of the $20.

2. The MEN problem sent by Lai Sum ( I thought it was oh so true..)

3. http://www.dosomething.org" title="http://www.dosomething.org" target="_blank"http://www.dosomething.org (go change the color brown to color green)

4. http://www.resiliency.com" title="http://www.resiliency.com" target="_blank"http://www.resiliency.com (the topic that I'm presenting this Sunday)

and more...

Boy...the visit to MC was really worthwhile 'coz it gave me space to breathe! :wink: Wished I could stay longer but shoot da Sunday classes!!

Lemme give u guys a quiz:

Instructions: Put four plus signs in between these eights to make it equal to 1000.

Q: 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 8 = 1000

Gud luck!! :wink:

Coughaholic..a new term for me. No, it's not in the dictionary or anywhere, just thought of it since I've been coughing a lot! People suffer from sore throat for just like 1 or 2 weeks, but mine takes months. Why should there be recovery when chewing ice cube is still in the list of habits??

Last Sunday was a blast! Went karaoke-ing with close friends and became addicted. I thought I just got my voice back! Whew it almost went away again.. Led another class discussion in my TESOL class last Sunday morning and everything went smoothly. Just that I can't understand a seasonal blister..Someone had a soar and said it was seasonal and normal for it to occur. However, I've observed two guys who are also taking the class had it before this lady. Why seasonal? It's definitely HS2 - A virus of course! It has to be treated ASAP because the liquid that it produces might infect or transmit to another person. Man am I afraid of getting it around my pretty lips! Hope nobody ignores a blister or a soar, what more HS2!

I did worship with my students today and the topic was about why God still let the good ones to suffer instead of the bad ones. The lesson was very simple but it surely made an impact towards me and my students as well. God gave each of us the freedom of choice and He equally loves us. Eventhough we chose to be bad, He still can't take back His promise from us because when God said He loves us, He meant every word! *wink* Another story I told in my Bible class was about when God asked Abraham to offer Isaac as a sacrifice to Him. Imagine His thoughts when He was climbing Mt. Moriah, that took him 3 days to reach the top, with his son. One of my prayer is to have a faith like Abraham's. *smile* After I finished the story, my students seemed to take a deep breathe as if they've been using all their energy listening...wowwww!

Other things, I've canceled my December tickets to Sabah...sad, but what to do. For now, it's the best thing to do eventhough it means I have to miss 2 important weddings! Aaaaaaaaaaaarrrggggghhhhh hh!!! *evil*

Oh ya, have anyone watched Ice Princess? It's kewwll...grab it, now!!