Knowing wht? Well, I left this space empty because I thought I would come back and tell. But being bad in not keeping words, I'm paying for the lost.

I had a great weekend with Roy. For several weeks I thought about our relationship. Not a bad one, just reflecting on having a boyfriend. Thinking wheather the we all these time exist in reality or is it mere fantasy which all the time goes on in heads only. Head does exist, The we surely do exist...no, this is not something that we watch in The Butterfly Effect or Beautiful Mind, it's real. When he came to MC, I was exactly confused...but later that night, the we could hardly wait to hold hands...